Walk through it...

Today, oh today. Today has been wonderful. and so was yesterday.

Last night some girls and i went to Sneaky Beans to see Stephen Gordon play. He is a lyrical genius. GENIUS. And I mean that. i needed his music so much last night. i needed a place to sit in my emotions for just an hour. And his voice, lyrics, and guitar did that for me. I got to feel how I felt.

I know that is such a weird statement "i got to feel how i felt", but if you think about it, it's not so weird. how many times do we just push aside our emotions to seem okay? That was my problem last time. but now i'm giving myself this time to have feelings. if i have a "i miss him" moment, i let myself sit in that until it passes... "the best way out is always through"- Robert Frost. so so very true.

"Eyes Grow Tired"- Stephen Gordon is my song today. The chorus simply states,
"Strange how you just can't get moving.
Strange how you just can't settle down.
Strange how you spend your whole life searching for it, but you haven't found it yet.
You haven't found it yet."

My soul longs for You, Lord. I will turn my affection toward You. i refuse to lose sight of You

love,
jo.