My computer is still acting up! I do not know what the problem is... and of course, because I can't, I've been itching to blog more. A lot is going on in my life right now and I promise every five seconds I'm having to say, "Trust, Jordan. Trust." I've also been given a lot of perspective from the Lord lately... I'll be worrying about something and He'll bring something to my mind or someone will tell me some awful story... it's like He's saying, "Jordan, this is not that bad." He's placing my family in places where we really cannot make decisions for ourselves, places where we really don't have a way of solving things. We have literally been on our faces before Him crying out, "LORD! What do we do??" But that's where He wants us, ALL the time. On our faces. Asking HIM where to go, what to do. I'm about to be very transparent because the Lord has really placed it on my heart to be more open in my writing. So, here it goes... I've dealt with a lot of doubt lately... I've allowed the enemy to tell me lies like, "God won't do that for you." or "You really think YOU'RE good enough for Him to reveal that to you?" But my spiritual sister said to me, "Jordan, your sin is not going to keep the Lord from working miracles in your life. It didn't keep Him from sending Jesus!! He CHOSE YOU a long time ago, and He has a specific purpose for you" (those weren't exact words, but that's along the lines of what she said.) That was my awakening. The Lord doesn't love conditionally. His love isn't based on what I do. Therefore, He will fulfill His promises because He says that He will. I can take Him at His Word. Here's a song from Christ for the Nations music that has really blessed my heart lately.... I Will Abide- Christ for the Nations music My heart is burning to lead worship for all the nations... Lord, have Your way.