Leaving...

"Looked to the clock on the wall, hands hardly moving at all"
--I am fearful of this. i am so afraid of being lonely... This really is so hard. I am not good with change. Ugh.

I know that change is good, though. I've seen it. I know that God is faithful- "He never failed me yet." Maybe this is God's way of showing me that I'm not really supposed to be comfortable here, maybe He's preparing me for even more change.

A friend wrote me a letter and in it wrote, "you should be so HONORED that God chose YOU to suffer for Him". I've never thought of that... He makes all things good. He does.

I'm applying to IHOP (international house of prayer) Forerunner Music Academy in Kansas City, MO. Taking life one day at a time... Just apply to everywhere you may want to go, and decide when you know where you're accepted. Such great advice from a friend.

Prayer would be appreciated. I know that God is for me.
me.