Peace.

I'm going to start blogging alot more now that I'm in Pensacola and I want to update all of my friends on life down here without having to send a bunch of text messages- this just takes care of that.

this morning I woke up feeling kind of sad, and i didn't really know how to deal with it or sort it all out. So I just kind of let myself sit in that for a little bit, and then I got all bundled up and gathered my blanket, journal, and Bible and went to the beach by myself. Oh, and I wore my oversized sunglasses which really do make you feel like no one knows who you are. So, I sort of escaped to the beach today.

I sat down there for about an hour and read through 11 chapters of Job and then journalled. After i finished journalling, I just sat quietly and prayed and thought and prayed some more. It was so therapeutic, and gave me so much peace. I could totally get used to that.

i think that may be one of the reasons I'm here... to become less dependent of my friends and people in general.

I will seek to find my purpose. I will not lose hope.
me.